nights like tonight make me think a lot about where i was at this time last year. outside right now, it’s really nice. the wind is cool, there is a slight breeze, the moon is shining bright through the fog, and the dew has already began to cover the ground. it’s really pretty, but so many people that live in this area take it for granted. when it’s like this, i tend to take a lot more time to think about the people that are currently in my life, and those who have made an exit. tonight im mostly thinking about those who have made that exit from my life, whatever the circumstances.

i reflect back to the good times we had, and what was going on in my life a few months to a year ago. it’s weird how much everything has changed. the people that you think will always be there, that are what you would consider “true friends”, can seperate from you, for good or for bad. although i think  that i am okay without them, do not get me wrong, i do miss the times that were had with them. but overall, i am happy with where i am right now. and do not get me wrong, i realize that everyone and everything that has happened all through my life has impacted me in some way or another, so know that i don’t regret the time that was spent with anyone. i just wish that different decisions had been made by a lot of people, and im not targeting any one person with this.

anyway, as i said, nights like tonight make me think; for good or for bad.